“Describe yourself in one word”.
Why is so hard to be me? I mean, it is not that hard. Although sometimes being me can be very exhausting. Have you ever wished to be some else? Well, I have thought about living a different life, but I have just thought about it, I never really wished to be somebody else. You might be thinking: “Oh yeah, right, you liar!”. But believe me, I have never wanted not to be me, even when I went low and dark in life, I still wanted to be me, the only thing I wanted different was not to be in that kind of situation. See? It is kind of hard to explaining me, imagine explaining you, or somebody else, it’s an ultimate impossible job. We are complex, dense and mutable things. We cannot describe ourselves, there is no how. We are just so much more than words can explain, phrases can tell, dictionaries can define. There is also no reason to try to put yourself in a category. We are unique pieces, and trying to mold a pattern to fit people in it, is just like trying to clean a mirror using butter. You only going to get so much reflect back to you, a total blur. It could be anyone there, you – me – Brad Pitt, you know. That is why trying to find a definition for yourself is so hard, for some people it is easy, their mirror is blurred so whatever is showing there is enough for them. That is why I have such a hard time filling bios, I just cannot find enough words, sometimes they are too little, and I get worried that I am undermining myself. Sometimes they are too many, and it feels so phony and exhaustive. I always go with a quote; it sums up my thoughts better than I do. Sounds cool and nobody complains. Not that I really care about that, filling bios properly, it puzzles me only. How can I not be able to write a few words to describe me? Same thing happens with music, movies and books – I cannot pick one as an ultimate favorite, I like everything and it’s hard to find something that is just the perfect sum up of what I am. Everything defines me. Everything that I like defines me in different levels. We are not the same person every day, every minute. We come like the sea, in waves. We have tides, storms, smooth waters, deep waters and offshores. What I am trying to say is that is hard to be me, and it is hard to be you. It is hard to be, and that is why is so good. Brace your own wildness, you are no a pot to be labeled as such. Your content is not a large mass manufactured product. I do not need words to be tagged on me. I do not need to be summarized, abbreviated or simplified. No one should. We are individuals and that’s enough explanation for anyone.
- There might be some grammar mistakes, this text is far from perfect but I hope I have made my point across. Thank you'all.