day 130-140 02/06/15-02/16/15
- i keep avoiding ello???
- very shitty week!
- went to sleepover at laur's church and did the valenines day dinner and performed in 2 dances and played piano for a duet and sang 2 things and acted in 1 amazing
- had to stay for service it was so fucking boring how do ppl go to church every week?????? laur doesn't even care abt god lmao
- had to sit through 2 hrs of songs about jesus........... and read like 2 things about jesus............. i had no clue what was going on........ i don't believe in god lol......
- went to mall and got another stupid incense thing bc my mum threw out my other one 😒😒😒
- family day
- fucking BROKE DOWN in the middle of the night and cried so hard i couldn't breathe all bcuz of some stupid fucking numbers i seriously think i have ocd?? how do u get it checked
overall: this was a SHITTY week i had 2 breakdowns and a panic attack and i havent gotten this bad since like grade 9 hahahahaahhaahahahahahahahahaha