There are a lot of things popping up on my mind. I don't know if I am gonna be happy, sad, free, devastated. It all started in eating my own pride.
Now, all I can say is this is the right time to totally fix myself. Ang tinik dito sa puso ko kay sadya ko ng kinuha, hindi para magmahal ulit ng lubusan kundi para ayusin ito at ituon sa taong dapat bigyan ko ng pansin.
Sabi ng mga ka brothers ko sa SFC, I need to act like a big brother. I shouldn't expect for anything in return. I should let God do the rest, it's time for me to move on. I should let go of the things that I created inside. I should stick to the fact that for him, I am just a mere person who won't do him good.
I was fooled by my own thoughts, a very bad thoughts that consumed the real me until I don't know who I am. I want to thank God for the chance to let me start a new life. I need prayer to help me do the right things that I should do.