I MADE UP MY MIND!
I WANT TO PROVE TO MYSELF
THAT I AM NOT A QUITTER!
Time flies so fast that I can't even imagine I am about to have my first anniversary in HELL. I still have a lot of things to clean up in here so I will make the best out of it. I don't know why I been acting and feeling down this day, is it because of the reality that I want to ignore and wash out or is it nightmare that keeps on haunting me. I caught myself earlier this morning computing my income and as expected it was a bad decision. I thought I was over it but I guess I am wrong. My soul was shattered all morning until 4:00 pm. Luckily I have someone to talk to who share the same story, THANK YOU Yheng and Jellie.
I came up with this bloody hell report:
(BTW, I wanna thank Jezrel for helping me realize the real format of creating such)
BINTOT's INCOME Semi-Monthly
Fare P60(Pres. Roxas to Kid. vice versa) 13 Days P780.00
P16.00 (Kid. to School vice versa) 13 Days P208.00
P50 Others 13 Days P650.00
other Ded: xxxxx.xx
If you have noticed that I haven't entered any amount on the other deduction portion because we still have a LOOOOT of other deductions that I can't even imagine why!
If memory serves right here's what I can enumerate:
Uniform Deduction (4 Uniforms + PE Uniform) I don't know if how much is the uniform considering the fact that they are ordering all the fabric nationally or even international. Just to meet the standard taste of our boss without thinking how painful it is for all the employees paying those uniform that will be available after next year! FYI till now I just have 2 POLO (Monday and Tuesday Uniform)...
PTA - Since it is my first time working on an institution I was shocked that teachers are required to give a financial support for any PTA Project. Geszz!
Christmas Party and other event related to happiness part Well, part of life then I should say YES even my INCOME Screams NOOO
Canteen, Carenderia, Tardiness, Absences and MANY MORE Much has been said! Do you think I don't have any right to call this institution a HELLISH one?
But then again, going back to the first PARAGRAPH! I DEMAND MORE STRESS because I believe that one day I will be proud and dignified to say that I CONQUERED HELL!
To end this post, I don't have anything nice to say about my current job so this GIF will say it all...