8th of January, 2016
I read my previous posts, it seems that I was really decided not to extend my 2-year-contract service in my current workplace. I was hurt. I felt degraded in the fact that my previous job gives me better financial support compared last year's. And now doubt is arising because of this change.
Here are the lists of why I am having doubts:
- Doubled Salary.
- Acceptable Workload.
- Appreciated Efforts.
- Importance Given.
Changes really happen and it seems that it was on my favor this year.
I can't really show how grateful I am this year, beside from the financial benefits I am receiving, it seems that my workloads are so easy now, maybe because I am aware of the things already or maybe because of the support that teacher Cielo is showing which lessen the gravity of my daily workloads. There are inevitable uncertainties along the way but there are also blessings that shower unexpectedly. Like, gifts from my co-teachers whom I don't know what did I do to them why they are treating me this way.Whenever cher Faye go anywhere else she never forgot to give me pasulong as well as cher Jane, cher Dora and cher Cielo. I was also touched with the Two Thousand Pesos Bill I got last christmas party intended for Vikings that I wish on Facebook and was duly fulfilled by my boss. I am still looking for the great time to spend that money with my mother. Great year indeed.
Simplest intention pays great impact in my stay here.
My circle of student-friends are growing. I'll start with Georgene who is really sweet, fierce, beautiful and responsible. Whenever I see this gal it always reminded me of how brave yet fragile I was back in Highschool. I also love how Joshua trusted me with his lovelife and I am also happy that a big buddy like him has a very smooth and genuine heart. I also have Baby Bee-Ann, a sweet little chubby girl who is always there to ask for something so insignificant using her magical sweetness that will surely let you prioritize her request. The closeness I have with this brat is pure, yes, she is the daughter of my boss however the care I am feeling towards this kid is color white. I want to be a small light in her dimming life. Me and Fritzie really want to give the simplest request this brat wants since we know she's been longing for something we can't provide to her. She is also one of the the reasons why I am doubting to leave this place. I also have this sarcastic and bully friend from 6th grad , Janrey, who always mocks my long lost neck. Still I have my close friends, Ryan (my number 1 idol - sensei), Jacel, Mara, Buds, Dex, Best Friend Potpot and others.
On this very moment, I am still asking my self what should be the road that I will take. Will Robert Frost help me out with this or will God give light my mind to decide properly. Will I be able to finish another year knowing that my bactchmates will take another road or should I accompany them in finding the real happiness?
I am HAPPY, seriously, even with all the delays every pay day, unpaid overtime, unaligned tasks accomplished and everything. I am really happy now but again it is still too early to decide.