"The Irrevocable Decision"
I am excited to take another journey that might give chills and spices to my life because the road that I am taking now has a lot of bobby traps that slowly taking over my patience and excitement to work hard. Should I blame Robert Frost’s poem for I chose the road less traveled by? Is it always worthy to extend extra miles knowing it won’t benefit you at all? After this dreadful journey should I still pursue taking this course? God always reminds us to give more and expect less. I couldn’t agree more, it is a must. However sometimes you can’t hide the fact that in order to be productive you need someone to tap on your back or a little bit of compliment will create a big impact to do well.
False promises, unappreciated efforts, wasted ideas, overused skills and demeaning statements that slowly poison the soul of every employee. I may sound too overstated but no idioms, figures of speech or punch lines can ever describe how disappointing my two-year-job-contract is. I am very much excited for the day where my superior will ask me what will be my decision after the contract. Should I renew my contract or not? Well the answer is “Hell to the NO”! My small mind suggests a million of ways on how to open their eyes from the reality that even superman will choose to stay home rather than sacrificing his time to this terrible experience.
While Hozier’s sings “Amen … Amen… Amen” part I can feel the reality is knocking saying “Vince wake up! One year nalang. Mura baya’g dugay kay na.” Beside from this experience, I will not be able to gain anything (reality check)… money, trust, income, compliment and even assurance NONE of it will be mine. Oh, it is still raining cats and dogs screaming something, maybe just maybe boosting my ego to focus and play with whatever I have now or worst thing might be shouting some trash talk that I deserved all of this.
I hope rain can flush negative emotions instantly, washes away hatred, dissatisfaction, worries and stress. I wasn’t able to check that it’s already 1:16 am, I am stuck here in an abandoned house after playing DOTA for 6 hours straight. Well, I guess I used enough mana or I mean knowledge to put everything on my phone to update my blog on Monday. I am excited!
Signing off since the rain slowly stops now.
Time Check: 2:15 am.