I got through the worst cold this week and I feel so much better. I also got to spend a lot of time to myself, which is something I haven't really done since first quarter, both in the beginning when I had yet to make friends or near the end of it when I realized I didn't want to be friends with the ones I had made (i.e. crazy roommate). I mean, yeah it'd be nice to hang out with my friends that I do like here, but I think it actually got in the way of my schoolwork last quarter (not because of them, but because I kept coming over and coming back to not do homework). And the fact that I finished all my homework/caught up with classes I missed due to my sickness makes me feel really good. I would like to start going to the dining commons again though, having food in my dorm makes me feel a little stuffy. I also want to start saving money, which will be nice and maybe easier now that I don't spend so much on cigarettes. Now that I got this rough start out of the way, I can start working into the routine and getting my shit on top of it! I'm also excited, I think Steven's coming up this month and my family the next, so I have little victories lining up for me. Anyway, I should get ready for bed soon and sleep off the last remains of this gross congestion inside me. Also, Gary told me a while ago apple juice helps with lucid dreaming, so I saved some to see if I can lucid dream once more tonight.