I feel great! I managed to do all my homework and catch up for two of my classes and I'm going to try and catch up on the other two tonight. I found out my Latin class is giving me a take home final, my classics is non-cumulative, and all I need is a C on my poli sci final to pass. I already have my papers written for poli sci and I'm going to have a presentation that'll give me extra credit as well, so my grade will be boosted from that too! The only class I am on the deep end is viticulture, but if by some miraculous chance I get a A/B on the final, I won't fail the class. That'll be hard though. But all I know is that if I keep up the work grind, I won't be on academic probation (I'll probably be on the border, but still!). I am still very disappointed that I let boys get in the way of my work habits this quarter, that's something I've never done before. But the most I can do at this point is to at least get a 2.0 GPA and make sure I won't do this again next quarter. I also washed my sheets yesterday and did my laundry. I can feel my old self coming back.
Also, I discussed with aries boy and we both understand each other better now. It's weird how we don't really fight but more so debate and discuss with the occasionally lashing from him. But once he was more level-headed, we could finally talk. He's the most intellectually stimulating boy I've met, and he gets me on some weird wave lengths that no one else does. He knows he said he loved me too early, he was just afraid of losing me and he panicked. I don't know if I really like him though, but he's more tolerable than most of the guys I've been talking to. We picked up, and we're going a lot slower now. I really like this. The rush of it all that scared me earlier has now become the steady pace that comforts me. He came over last night and it was nice and he even watched me study. He left before I came out of my 9am. I feel I can control more aspects of my life that seemed to be spiraling out of control otherwise months ago. Everything is okay for right now.