I might pass out from listening to Marco Union's Weightless, but I had important and sad thoughts from my migraines today I decided I need to share for posterity:
I think about where I am in my life and where I could have been and it's so frustrating that ADHD wasn't completely understood when I was growing up. I missed out on so much, so much. I was so miserable and unhappy over things I didn't understand for so long.
Things I did to myself, things I didn't notice people did to me (that they didn't realize either), but mostly, things I held myself back from being and doing and trying, because I thought I wasn't good enough, when it was this terrible thing that my brain did to me that I can't trust it anymore.
Finally getting diagnosed was a relief, but now, I'm struggling to pick up the pieces still.
I found a very strange and unusual opportunity, writing a daily video games news beat. Now I wish I could go further, and I'm fighting my body on this every step of the way.
Fuck you body.