It was pretty neat to watch the sunrise. I haven't slept at all, so today is gonna be an interesting day. I really hope I did well on my math test since I'm an idiot when it comes to order of operations (simple, yet highly frustrating). Hopefully, I do well enough in this remedial math class that I don't have to take another one in order to transfer over to a university because that's something I truly don't feel like doing. at. all.
I went to Torrid with my friends yesterday. They helped me pick out clothes since Mamadukes wanted me to spend the money she gave me on decent clothes; I shop at Goodwill with AMO frequently and Mamadukes says that most of the clothes I get are ugly, but I digress. I finally have a pair of harem pants; they're extremely comfortable and they make me feel like a ninja and that's rad. I also got a pair of jeggings, a cute top and a nice shawl that makes me feel like Stevie Nicks (spent $170 though, which sucks). It feels nice to have friends that care. Hell, it feels nice to have friends that won't fuck me over (hopefully).
I miss AMO even though I go to her place every weekend. It doesn't feel right to be in bed alone at all. I just want to get cozy in her bed, roll a baby joint and watch Californication (or Parenthood, both are equally good,) until we either get bored or fall asleep. I hope when I get there, she can stop feeling so down in the dumps and have a smile on her face because I feel like I fail her if I can't at least make her smile when she's feeling shitty, but that also could be considered selfish of me.
Anyway, this is enough word vomit for now. I should probably get ready for the day and hope that I actually have things to spew in therapy today.