There is a chasm within me. Falling into it would be so easy. There's too much sensation here, too much red pain, white panic, black despair. I want to not feel anymore. I don't want to hear anything. I don't want to see. I cannot possibly describe to anyone how overwhelming the darkness can be within me. I could rip myself in two with tears. Could you handle it if I broke in front of you? What would you do with all of my shrieking pieces?
"I'm down to just one thing, and I'm starting to scare myself."