Everybody thought/thinks I’m looking for a boyfriend and I’m unable of being alone. And the reality becomes different. It’s was taking care of much lower need than love.
I’m scared of living, survival. Because I understand only very few people on this planet, and for around one and half year it was just one person, I’m scared of the others. I feel in danger around them. And that makes me uncomfortable and fearful that I coud lost my job and so on.