I hate myself. I hate how I look. I hate how I dress. I hate how I think. I hate how I think the worst of people. I hate how my head is just filled with dark thoughts. I hate how I don't trust anyone. I hate how no one understands me. I hate how stupid I am when it comes to people. I hate how desperate I am when it comes to you. I hate how useless I feel every fucking time. I hate how I can't do anything right. I hate how I disappoint the few people I have. I hate how I can't be honest sometimes. I hate how I hate myself and no one even gives a fuck. I hate how I care about you when you won't even look at me. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself.
