Notes - 2101e0410 -
--- Script: Jan hesitant ---
Setting: Jan and Svenja in the park
Other parts of plotline: 374 of 2019 10 + 403 of 2020 08
No dialog this time, gotta experiment with workflows
Scene description / backstory
Robul is intending to send out scouts to find shapes, hues, perspectives, techniques, references etc.
Svenja is telling Jan about that and asking him if he'll join the venture.
Due to his memory loss disability Jan is not motivated to do so and wants to continue sweeping the lanes and sketching.
Svenja encourages him to join the explorers because this might help to reactivate Jan's memory and by that he'd become ... optimistic? Ah, nay, I got it: become inside. Cuz he's so far outside, that some inside be'd quite recommendable. Some constructive interaction experiences. Some success. Some joy.
While the two are talking, Jan is scribbling. His desire is being able to become a draftsman. He's got a box of old pencils from a trash can and everyday he finds some paper in the lanes while sweeping. But he cannot go to a school or talk to others. There is only the library. Some books. But there's no progress in his exercises. And he realizes that live interaction is a main key element in learning. Well, problem.
Damn, and the author has no idea yet how to solve that cuz being inna kindo lifelong isoposition too. But, that's one of the many constructive aspects of "stories" ... getting to know a lot of them and finding solutions. Cuz any fence has a hole. And any story is going somewhere.
- To be continued -
--- Life: Pilot light predictability ---
Pilot light off. Literally.
Lessons learned: Heat and perspiration might be very unpleasant but frozen to the bone due to defective heating system with no place else to go ... that's an experience definitively chilling down creative agility.
Temporarily fixed by now but no guarantee to work continuously reliable.
No wonder my life perception does contain relatively few abstract patterns. If one is occupied most of the time with getting basic material things together there's not much left to philosophize or ponder about. On the other hand this steady harsh problem overload makes the periods of easy-go even more delicious. But, honestly, I'd rather give a shit for that kind of delicacy and have some safe and steady circumstances instead. Some good boring predictability.