i have it i think i have it and i don't know who to tell who's going to care? what's the use of letting people know i'm worse off than they originally thought? i think i need to breathe and email my doctor and tell my parents they probably won't believe me i don't think they'll believe me i don't know will my doctor even believe me? i think it's worse because my period is soon and this is the week of unstable emotions that always comes before. it's hard to breathe and i don't want to cry in front of my roommate but i feel so frantic and sad and helpless i don't know what to do. god i can't fucking breathe.