unsent letter to a high school crush #2
i'm leaving in less than three months, practically two months, and it's not fair to even attempt to get you emotionally involved. i'm also tired of my mood swings around you? i never know what to say to you even when you sit next to me and look me in the eye. you make me so nervous i honestly just don't know what to do with myself. i want to make you laugh and smile but i'm not funny in the slightest. you're supposed to be the funny one; make me laugh!!! i can't do this jesus fucking christ. this is a bad idea. end of story.