you know that horrible feeling when you've been working nonstop, have had 4 cups of coffee within 24 hrs, haven't eaten anything more than a few granola bars all day, and the two people you care about most aren't answering your texts? i'm about there. plus an absolutely life shattering episode thanks to facebook.
everything that's happened today has made me want to cry and die. my stomach is hollow and in a sick twisted way i kind of like the feeling? because otherwise i'd be lost in the numbness of my head. pain is an anchor, right? well right now my anchor is sitting heavy in my gut and i've run out of tears.