unsent letter to a high school crush #3
you smelled nice this morning and that was honestly scary, and then your parents were there and waved at me and that's great. you're becoming such a strong background noise that i find myself gravitating towards -- which isn't actually possible because according to physics you're not large enough to emit a gravitational force big enough to attract anything bigger than specks of dust. i guess that's pretty sad, but who cares about physics at a time like this? i really hope you're going to the same college as me so i can run into you and actually have peaceful, uninterrupted periods of time where we can just talk and think about things bigger than us -- like gravity. and i think this is my third unofficial unsent letter to you which is insanely confusing because i'm well past being infatuated with you. anyway, i hope things are going well with you because i feel like drowning. not in the depressing i'm-struggling-to-cling-to-life way, but in the wow-i-have-so-much-to-do-i-can't-see-past-the-black-ink-lines kind of way.