Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Tue, 02 Oct 18 07:12:51 +0000 View Full Post this love... this young bird in my chest is trapped inside me its feathers being plucked one by one with every missed opportunity this love... I cannot contain ...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sat, 10 Mar 18 15:07:22 +0000 View Full Post did anyone tell you diamond shapes on the seat covers of the tube, make a heart. that stomped newspaper was picked up by an old broker earlier when his petrole...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Tue, 27 Feb 18 18:25:18 +0000 View Full Post it's a fucked up time it's a serious battle with demons inhabiting my mind I try to lock them out they've been making me sad they've been making me scared I am...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sat, 03 Feb 18 13:23:30 +0000 View Full Post lifeless your body weight on top of my chest dead brown eyes looking on the surface of a painting saturated with flesh colour pouring out outside my mouth so ma...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sun, 19 Nov 17 14:02:19 +0000 View Full Post trapped like a fly in a glass I'm in nobody’s grasp I am imagining things my surroundings are so clear yet there is no way to go an illusionary prison but it’s ...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Fri, 17 Nov 17 17:21:27 +0000 View Full Post make me feel bad show me what’s best or better than me I will pretend like it doesn’t matter that I am unphased by your attempts to shrink my self worth history...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Fri, 17 Nov 17 17:20:34 +0000 View Full Post truth in the morning lies in the afternoon I feel like reality is slipping between rum and bourbon and your cab that's leaving soon how did the time pass I neve...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Tue, 24 Oct 17 08:43:48 +0000 View Full Post nihilist's eyes sparkle a contradiction that makes me smile he is a denier of life full of will to live a contemplator risking to lose his mind but only a liar...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Tue, 22 Aug 17 15:07:24 +0000 View Full Post don't try to treat me I am not ill it's in my nature to be this depressed it's not clinical just natal I am a functioning nihilist by now. I could never leave ...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Tue, 22 Aug 17 14:52:57 +0000 View Full Post I shut my mouth and sit back beautiful and quiet just a work of art a sculpture to be looked at you forget that I am there after a while when I've invaded the s...
