Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Mon, 30 Mar 20 17:40:58 +0000 View Full Post my heart breaks every time I make this decision so far it has only brought failure I try to remove you out of my life without the intention so you can always co...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Wed, 05 Feb 20 22:39:54 +0000 View Full Post time is a current flowing incessantly while you watch. I am standing by the river seeing life pass me by leaving me behind, just like you and I want to move too...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sat, 14 Sep 19 00:54:43 +0000 View Full Post sometimes it hurts so much sometimes it’s not that bad but I can’t come in terms with having to deal with it by myself I am here in my room under the safety of ...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Wed, 22 May 19 18:55:28 +0000 View Full Post it’s funny how I wasn’t angry with you when I was supposed to be and right now all of it is coming back to me revived from one small flame left inside I am angr...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sat, 16 Mar 19 19:19:16 +0000 View Full Post Everything tastes the same, the wind blows the same, the birds sing the same, but I am different. A splinter has been stuck in my brain for as long as I've know...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Tue, 02 Oct 18 07:12:51 +0000 View Full Post this love... this young bird in my chest is trapped inside me its feathers being plucked one by one with every missed opportunity this love... I cannot contain ...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sat, 10 Mar 18 15:07:22 +0000 View Full Post did anyone tell you diamond shapes on the seat covers of the tube, make a heart. that stomped newspaper was picked up by an old broker earlier when his petrole...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Tue, 27 Feb 18 18:25:18 +0000 View Full Post it's a fucked up time it's a serious battle with demons inhabiting my mind I try to lock them out they've been making me sad they've been making me scared I am...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sat, 03 Feb 18 13:23:30 +0000 View Full Post lifeless your body weight on top of my chest dead brown eyes looking on the surface of a painting saturated with flesh colour pouring out outside my mouth so ma...
Post by ruyayonak (@ruya) on Sun, 19 Nov 17 14:02:19 +0000 View Full Post trapped like a fly in a glass I'm in nobody’s grasp I am imagining things my surroundings are so clear yet there is no way to go an illusionary prison but it’s ...
