Tonight’s better. I feel okay, my mind’s at ease and I’m not overthinking anything. Though I suddenly realized how much damaged she caused me in totality. Her mere presence bothers me and the fact that I know she’s hanging around suffocates me. But I try to ignore it. I try to focus more on the good and the things that matters at the present. It’s a good night, not as good as before but still at least, good enough. The awkward pauses, I didn’t like at all. I hope things get better soon. I hope my heart continues to feel at ease. I hope my mind doesn’t overthink things.