Do you ever just feel like really sad?
Just all of the sudden?
You're just going about your day and completely out of the blue you feel awful.
Now add that to being physically sick literally all the time.
And that's not going away anytime soon because no one, not even a doctor (who's job it is to help people not be sick), cares.
I'm isolating myself.
I'm pushing people away.
I'm not socializing.
I'm not caring.
I'm just depressed.
I thought this was over.
I thought I was done with this.
I can't handle it.
I can't take all of it.
The only thing I can really find comfort or happiness in is art.
But what am I supposed to do when that does not work?
My life is moving so fast, yet somehow it's moving so slowly.
I'm sacrificing what I want for nothing.
Nothing takes up so much of my life.
And I'm so tired of it.
I'm so sick of nothing.