I’m sorry I can’t tell you what’s happened.
It’s not because I don’t want to,
I just don’t know what’s happened.
My memory isn’t what it ever was.
I’m sorry I’m not there for you like I used to be.
It’s just that I used to be in shambles,
I walked away trying to save myself,
and in doing so stopped saving you.
I’m sorry I lie to you now.
The truth is I have always lied.
You just never caught on.
You only know now because I want you to know.
I’m sorry you’re ready to try now,
and I stopped trying all together at the moment you began.
It’s just that I grew tired of waiting and decided to give up.
I’m sorry I’m making excuses,
but I believe you deserve an explanation,
I just can’t give you one,
because I don’t know what’s happened.