I miss how you can feel tons of messed up emotions at once and start crying while the wind blows against your face,
how you can always feel different but empty with the same people over and over and over again.
But when you talk to a stranger, you can feel content at some point but unfortunately they become like the rest of the disappointing people you know.
It's like they're all just waiting in a long line of disappointing people.
I do hope I meet someone different, with new kinds of disappointments-- the kinds of disappointments you don't see everyday, where he disappoints you when he doesn't show up for your birthday party, or when she disappoints you when she doesn't text back when you need her the most, or...-- that doesn't seem to happen every day or that no longer seems to happen anymore.
Nice people are overrated; you can find them anywhere. But what about decent people, respectable students, loyal employees, sincere government? What about them? Do we get to see any of it before we die? Do we get to meet them, say hello to them, or even pass by them? I guess not.