Dad, why does this have to be so difficult? You’re my father so I should love you but I spent so much of my life hating you. You know, I can justify a lot of the screwed up things you’ve done. You bullied me because you wanted to make me tough. You tried to ruin my marriage because you wanted me to have a career. You even burned down your diner because you wanted to see me again. But I can’t understand how you can murder your own brother. And I’m worried, when you’re gone that’s all I’ll remember, and still hate you for it.