Feels like one of those days (weeks/years/lives) where you go one step forward and 3 steps back. I look into the mirror and realize that 20, even 10 years ago, I wouldn't want to even meet the person that I have become today. The person I am today isn't the result of achieving or even striving for some goal, instead I am what happens when you let something go without checking up on it. I am the result of one factor, time.
Its funny that on the professional networks (LinkedIn, Freelancer) I use an old head shot from 2007. Even on here I use a picture from 2011 instead of anything current. Guess I am ashamed of what I have become. Instead of trying to become something, I just let time pass by and try to avoid any introspection. Always wondered if I could be patient enough to grow my hair back out, and so far all it has taken is ignoring myself.