life is just a path full of efforts.
maybe that's why i am always tired.
tired of tolerating people's nonsense, tired on which friend is going to betray me, which friend is backstabbing me again, and who is gossiping about me. etc etc...
tired of my grades... sometimes no matter how hard i work, my results is just not what i expect it to be. just a bit disappointed. maybe i am just not as clever as i thought i am.
tired of routine. tired of being judged for everything i do. tired of regrets i have. but the best thing is... i can't do anything to change or prevent it. somehow i just make mistakes. i don't know why i am like that.
just when i thought my life is good. then BOOM, a big bomb came down and blew my mind away.