dear heart and mind, please forget about them for god sake. you hv goals, you need to study for yr own future, you need to concentrate on your final year. They are not important at all. if she loves you she won't lie, if he likes you he concerns. But they don't. She lied, he doesn't care. why would you wait for someone like that? you don't need them. you can stand on your own. Please act like usual, don't make them your enemy. Especially your friend. You already get used to be used, don't you shamira? then just be chilled. Let them be. aren't their happiness is yours too?