Monday is today. Anxiety is through the rough, but it's like insanity, I don't have anything to be anxious about really. Well, money is one thing, but we've been supporting my daughter and I think that's why we are in such a position, and it's not like she's being extravagant, but she has bills due, insurance, storage unit, etc. I'm also worried about my own health insurance. By extension, anything to do with money. I don't think the medicines are working right, the doctor says it could take years to get the right formula for my brain. My quality of life is terrible, and I have to wonder how much of that is my own doing. Seriously. am I just refusing to accept my condition like everyone says and am I making it worse? How much worse can things be than losing the ability to walk? Well not being able to talk would suck. MUCH WORSE. But I feel like not being able to walk has changed EVERYTHING about me, made me into someone else.