The pain is bad today. I'm trying a new brain med, but I'm being weaned off of my anxiety meds, my level of pain is very high today, so I think I'm having a reaction to the loss of my anxiety meds. I thought he was putting me on a NEW anxiety med, but it's actually geared more to do with my depression. I don't think we can solve my issues by focusing on my obsession with suicide, I think we need to deal with the anxiety at the same time.
Anyways. The cockatoo seems content for now, the wife will be home with him so I'm going knitting. I hope I can take it with this pain.