I am so much stuck in what great things can happen in my life and that what is not happening. In between the possibilities of something getting happened and the reality.
I started my life's transformation in 2005 when I came out of my comfort zone and came to Delhi from Yamunanagar.
The struggle was definitely there, but that put seeds in me of being Independent and creating some difference in this world.
I wanted to make some change happen.
With that intention, I set myself a goal of creating a band and making some difference.
I could not find many people who aligned in musical tastes or the vision. Possibility vs Reality.
Somewhere down the line my mom's optimistic approach towards life took me to always look at the opportunity out of every problem. But it still felt unfulfilled. I felt suffocated and constricted. I could not experience True Freedom.
Ranging from My love life, my studies, my career even my body... Nothing gave me that freedom.
Now, the biggest freedom that I am fighting for is the financial freedom. For that i am dwindling in energy and enthusiasm. Sadhguru says that earning livelihood can be done by just a flick of the little finger.
I wanna experience that freedom of money and time as well. Still stuck between possibility and reality.