7 months ago & today
I had a horrible, aching dream last night. I dreamt that you were here and I was there and we existed together in every space and I was so impossibly happy. My hands stretched over oceans to caress your face and I craned my neck across galaxies so that our lips could touch. You smiled and I felt the world in your eyes smoothing over my skin. It was the worst dream that could ever be because when I woke up, you weren’t there. When I woke up I had to remember that you had never been there and you never would be. I woke up and felt my entire body turn to lead and I couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe. I missed you so much that I wanted nothing more than to exist in that dream forever. Nothing in reality could be better. But then again, why waste my time chasing unfathomable dreams?