12.18 thurs, 7:51
I don't talk to people and I stop replying. I cut off contact and never instigate again. I'm always afraid that I'm a bother. Why do I have to feel like I'm wasting someone's time and forever intruding? Why can't I be confident like I pretend to be? I'm a nuisance and I know it. Even the people I have put my soul into. I'm stuck, and my mind keeps me from trusting them to still want me the next day.