Where the fault lies, where guilt settles, where the cracks begin to show;
All of it resides in what happened & how you take it, what it turns you into.
You force yourself to forget but you can't move forward until you release it.
So remember then..,
Remember his last words, remember the look in his eyes, remember how the room went silent with the sound of his final breath.
Remember how you wanted to know what he was thinking & how you wanted him to know what you were thinking.
Remember-because you can't be who you want, who you're supposed to be without accepting that moment, without memorizing that memory so well it begins to fade on its own.
That's when the dust will settle on your mind to fill in the cracks & that's when you'll begin to see yourself clearly.
#NaPoWriMo day 29 #memory #loss