At the beach. (Can't attach photos from my phone. And embedding video doesn't work either. Why I always post links. Hurry up, Ello admin, with that Ello for Android app.)
The reason I spend so much time outside, and always have, is because there's room to look at my shadow side. Around people, it's easy to become narrow, reactive amd defensive. Being away from others lets me look at my reactions without a wall up. I can study my thoughts, feelings and behavioral patterns and change what isn't working. Sometimes it takes awhile. Weeks or months, to move them out of the way and adjust to a better feeling place. (I'm becoming better and faster at it) Once I do that, interesting things always happen.
I'm attracting a lot of people who are also busy creating the life they want.
I think that's why I'm growing restless at LS. It's challenging to come from a series of meetings with people who are excited, creative and forward-thinking, to a meeting filled with bitterness, fear and regret and blame.
I was there once too, so I think it's important to hold space for those who haven't yet found their way. And to release any expectation that they even need to do so. But hearing the same old complaints over and over again is wearying. Thus,the beach. Have to clear out my own psyche and understand why I'm allowing it to affect me. Always work to do! After this, I'll be ready to fully enjoy the rest of today, I'm taking a friend riding, then rushing home for a fun networking dinner I've been invited to tonight. So awesome to look forward to my days!