Turns out I like Skrillex. Where has dubstep been my whole life?
Probably quite plebian to anyone who's not a middle-aged Mom. I can only be what I am.
I'm having difficulty convincing myself that death isn't an acceptable option right now. Well, actually, I know it isn't. I'm not a quitter, and I have kids. Must soldier on.
But in what way? I want to work. I always provide good service for my wage. I've had several close calls, but so far, no firm offers.
What should I do? Live off the grid? Truth be told, I have exactly zero desire to lend my talents to anyone who isn't my cup of tea. Why I quit my last job. Fuck that shit. Not that I wouldn't. But only for a bit. I want to do something interesting with my time. But nothing seems interesting. Nothing that doesn't involve working for assholes anyway.
What I'm listening to now. I'm bored people. Very bored. Never a good thing. But perhaps I can be a good thing. I must come up with something interesting, if only to keep me from killing myself.
Don't 5150 me. I'll be fine. I always am.