Today was a quiet day. I took the time to meditate on the concept of receptivity and allowing myself to be open to experiencing interdependence with someone else. I've always been very guarded in that. It's not something I'd been able to experience before.
I still haven't, but tonight, I was sitting around, minding my own business, when I caught a glimpse of what it would feel like to be in love with a man who fully embraced his masculinity, while appreciating me in part, for my femininity.
It felt amazing. I felt stronger and more centered. I'll have to look for that feeling again.