Last night's sunset suited my mood. Muted and unsettled. Do drama, no peace, just not comfortable. I feel like all these mental structures I'd built are tumbling down, only to realize they were merely a façade, hiding the true nature of existence. That is, there's nothing and no one to count on. It sounds like a bad thing, and it is as I said, unsettling. But it also feels "right". I can see where I've put a lot of things in motion. I'm much more conscious than I used to be. I don't feel as though things are happening to me, but I see the reasons, the cause and effect, and where I need to change or stay the course. I'm realizing that I'm at the center of it all, unharmed and whole. And all I need to do is sit tight while the stage set crumbles and the dust clears before the next act introduces new players, new plot twists, and a new set. Stay in your seat.