Tonight's sunset. I always get there just after sundown. Oh well.
I seem to have left the uncomfortable feeling of stasis behind. I feel like someone who's suffered through a long illness and is taking baby steps to regain my strength. No deep thoughts. No trying to figure anything out.
Just work, ride, walk my dog, lunch with friends, kids, swim, read, listen to music (Really good music, S! All of it)...It's like a long beach vacation.
I'm emotionally chillaxing in a hammock and not worrying about anything. Watching the world go by and waiting contentedly to see what comes next.
I suppose that sounds dull, but for me, it's just what I needed. I'm the most relaxed I've been in ages. I'm physically doing a lot of things, and I'm looking forward to the next challenge eventually. (Let's hope the next one is all about learning Life can be fun!)
Not that every thing is easy, but the fretting and not knowing how to "be" is gone. Peaceful deep breath in and smoothly letting it out again.
"Look Ma, I can breathe" :)
Who knew learning how to do that would be harder than learning to walk?