I've been thinking today about romantic love. All the men my age are as battle-scarred as I am.
I think what I want to do is explore love with the open-hearted sweetness of my 17-year old self. With a man who like me, has the emotional maturity and awareness that only time on earth can bring, but also wants a do-over in the love department.
We can rewrite history that way, and figure out "grown-up love stuff" together with tools acquired over the last few decades.
Neither teaching either one, because that would create inbalance. But rather a genuine openess in each towards exploring new ways of being kind, accepting, and loving in a monogamous setting, without the need to control the other's path in life. (Monogamous because that poly stuff is next level, and I'm not there yet! I want the feeling of safety in being solely focussed on each other for as long as the relationship lasts.)