S was in fine form tonight. Someone should tell him that making a big production out of avoiding someone says a lot more about how much he cares then just being mellow and saying "hey" would. It would be a lot easier if he would just use his words though. Crazy man. I know, it's weird. I certainly don't want a romantic relationship with him. I'm positive we'd be utterly miserable. But, I can't help feeling such affection for him. Even when he's mad at me for no reason at all. He's like Darth Vader. There's good in there somewhere. I can feel it.