The last two days I've really taken off work. Just did the bare minimum. I enjoyed the quiet time, but I was surprised at how quickly I grew bored. I'm so used to running around these days.
I didn't go riding. Just hung around the apartment and lurked in the park. I feel refreshed and eager to tackle tomorrow.
I decided today that I'm going to seriously consider going back into urban in-fill development. Urban real estate development is truly my first love, and some people have expressed interest in doing something with me. They have the money, but not the knowledge of how to actually go about doing all the things you need to do to make it happen. I know how to do that. We'll see what comes of it. Wish me luck.
I also realized just how far I've come in showing myself respect. Respect for my needs always came laat. It's how I was raised. Everyone else's needs were far more important. I had no clue how to say, even to myself, "that's unacceptable to me" in many situations. I could always advocate for other people, but never for myself.
I can see how different I am in that regard now. All that hard work is paying off. I'm really curious about how it will manifest. Not putting up with the bullshit at work is a good start.
I'm falling asleep as I write. So, 'til tomorrow.