Tonight's sunset. Rainy, rainy day, and I was out in it for several hours. Horses, of course.
I read something today that I thought was interesting. To paraphrase, "It's impossible to have a happy ending to an unhappy life."
What do you think of that? I kinda think it might be true. Which is why I'm reaching for feelings of happiness even during those times when current conditions aren't exactly to my liking. But I suppose that's the curse of continual growth.
Rather than see it as being perpetually dissatisfied, I like to think of it as exploring new territory. "This is great! I wonder what else I can do?" Like a little kid.
I've been seeing myself as a kid again in my meditations. And I feel excited and unafraid. Dreaming of my happy ending. And certain I'll get it. I just don't know what it is yet.