I keep waking up way earlier than I need to. I woke up at 4:49 this morning. I tried to go back to sleep, but no go. So I just got up a little after 5. But now I'm sleepy and just counting the minutes until 10pm so I can go to sleep.
I find that it's harder to maintain positivity when I'm tired. Even though things are going exactly as I want them to. I'm taking things off my plate and getting all caught up at work. I want to be able to just leave with only a little bit of notice. I want everything to be running smoothly so it's easy for someone else to just take over with a little training. Or just let me work part time.
The work is exacting at times, but not challenging in any way. I was really hoping my company would increase my level of responsibility, as the work tends to be more interesting with increased responsibility; but that must not be what they need. That being said, I'll do the best I possibly can and enjoy the fact that I'm getting paid to hang out with people I enjoy and do some untaxing work.
Who knows? Maybe I'll get a great night's sleep and leap out of bed tomorrow just bursting with positivity. I always try to be positive, but lack of aleep definitely makes it more challenging.