I got a good night's sleep last night. It makes a huge difference. I also came to the decision that the best thing to do would be to lay low at my current job, while actively seeking out a part-time job. I know the pay would be very livable, and it would free me up to do other things.
I really like going into an office. But this job doesn't have a lot of flexibility, and that's really key for balancing all the things I have going in. Further, I've never had a boss who was very outwardly appreciative. It's a style thing. And I think (know) I want to try a place where the atmosphere is more carrot than stick. Not that I think I'm being treated badly at all. I just want more convivialty. Try something new for a change!
I went to work today and really enjoyed it. Got a lot done, and was very excited for the weekend! (Though my weekend will be extremely busy except for Sunday morning. )
A part-time job, (not with temp wages) feels like the next logical step. I felt light and happy all day with that decision. I won't be here forever, but I plan to enjoy my time here, however long that is.
This was a great place to land, but upon closer inspection, it's not quite what I'm looking for. But it was the next logical step from where I was before. And now I'm dying to see what the next thing will be.