I'm not sure what to write about.
Bed bugs at LS. So have been going to other meetings. Nice to spread the love. At these meetings, I didn't see anyone there or hear anything at all. No one was there. (Not really, just haven't yet heard back about what's kosher and what isn't. There was a complaint about content here.)
But I did enjoy trying new things. It's easy to get into a rut. I smiled at a lot of people, but didn't talk to anyone. It takes me awhile to warm up to a new environment. So far, people have been really welcoming.
I had lunch today with a broker and a developer. I think I'll end up working with the developer. He's crazy busy. He's a really impressive man. Young, in his early to mid-30s, and already he has a ton of projects, both completed and on-going. I don't know how he does it. Neither does he, I think. Thus, me.
This would be really exciting. We were going over a few plans for current projects after lunch. I realized just how much I love the creative aspect of this business. I even love all of the administrative work. It's just fun work! There wasn't one single day when I headed up development for my old company that I didn't get out of bed happy to go to work.
I want those days back! I actually really enjoy lending as well, despite some snafus initially. (Still working out the kinks.) I should be able to continue doing that.
All in all, things are looking up. Oh, and I've spent most of the week consciously letting go of attachment to outcome and of expectations. It wasn't as hard as I feared. I really am different. I might be temporarily thrown by something, I bounce back quickly, and stronger than ever, having learned something.