I am tired! Tomorrow in my meditation I'm going to set the intention for the day to be invigorated by my work. Nighttime chores too.
I'll tell you how it goes.
Tonight I was thinking that I'd much rather love someone than resist them. Now that my boundaries and my emotional health are so much better, I'm willing to let go of how I think other people should feel about me, in favor of accepting my feelings about others.
Since I prefer to be a lover, not a fighter, I go around loving more people than those who love me back. Interestingly, I now feel a lot of joy around my own feelings, as long as I can let go of the story about needing someone else to give me love.
I posted about this ages ago, and it's still true for me. Love is an energy just like any other emotion. So it's just as accessible. Therefore, as long as I'm choosing emotions, why not choose one that feels good?
That's what I've decided to do. All part of the journey towards joy.