I've not been posting here as religiously as I used to. A combination of exhaustion at the end of the day, and of just being busy. This is really good for me. Running around, staying occupied with tasks that require focus. I try not to look too far into the future. My goal of the day, every day, is to find the best things I can about anything going on in my life, and focus on them.
I don't know how it's turning out. I know that I'm really enjoying going into work again. I think it's because I've relaxed into the present. I look around, and think, "Oh, so we're doing this today." I don't freak out about what I should be doing. I now believe that whatever I should be doing, is exactly as I am doing.
It frees me up to be present and interested in any given moment. Never any rush. I don't want to miss the scenery.