I've been going to sleep way too late these days, so tonight I plan to read, dream, and go to sleep by 10:30. Maybe. The book I'm reading is really good.
Today I focused on finding all the things I like about my job. Like my light-filled office, and today's easy but time-consuming tasks that are actually pretty relaxing, as they don't require too much thinking, yet are really imprtant to the company (They're easy, but painstaking. Mistakes would be bad.)
Even so, I was having trouble finding contentment. So I went to my car and spent 15 minutes in a guided meditation. I'd parked in the basement to keep my car from getting warm, so it was cool and dark.
Time well-spent. I came back refreshed and energized. I think I'll make it part of my afternoon every day. And tonight, I'm still feeling grateful to have this job after so long away from the workforce. Thinking that I have it pretty good these days.