burn every bridge over troubled water.
really feeling this tonight, eyedea.
as much as ever.
know anyone who is addicted to painkillers, opiates, heroin? know anyone whose time is consumed by it? whose heart is consumed? for years...
i've got a lot on my mind these days. one person running to me from the past while another runs away to a "future"
but the truth is, no one ever fucking changes.
they just leave or they stay.
i am aware of living in a dying world, of feeling in a dulling world, of wasting all my "true potential" to do what i think is right and useful.
i am scared and alone. and fucking pissed off.