My mother always told me i've a really bad character. Like I have to be that type of girl who always looks good or act fake to make more people like me and i never followed her advice. I don't want to die as a person who never could be herself or copied somebody else's character just to have more friends? It's like suicide to me. Killing my own greatness or potential. But what i did learn is I have to work on myself first if i want to attract people who i like to be atrracted to. I have to love myself first before i love somebody else.